the journey...the reality

after 4 months here, baru nak citer sket pasal my new office...i started join here since last August...for the first three months here, kite org kene gi training to smua department...one week for one department..sesi suai kenal gitu...after cover all the 10 dpmnt, then we had an interview with the HR Manager for our placement for the rest of the year...finally aku dpt department yg aku request...huhuhu...

my new department nie mmg best...smua nyer sempoi...bos pun sempoi (eventhough suke tanye soalan pelik kat org² dlm dpmnt nie..)..plus my workstation sgt laa strategik utk smua benda pun...sgt privacy..compare with MMU nyer workstation dulu...sgt laa open kann...

~ view bilik boss dr meja aku ~

~ view depan from top...dpn building yg aku keje nie..PAVILLION ~

disebabkan dah lame x mengupdate blog nie...tdk bermakna life aku xde activity langsung...though,aku combine kan skali entry for bln puasa and raye 2gether...uhuuhh...

firstly,for ramadhan...as usual, sure ade buka puasa 2gether with my frens kan...memula ngan member² kat rawang...actually, nak gather kan all SEGARian..but since ramai yg x available..we just combine it with other group which is my primary schoolmate...hahahah...dah almost 10+ x jumpe eventhough still duk kat rawang..x penah jumpe pun...the location for our buka puasa is a seafood restaurant in Selayang...the food byk sgt smpi x abis n x muat meja pun...meja nye kecik sgt pun....

next, my accounting classmates...this year our buka puasa was held @ Planet..punye laa susah nak book...memula pi walk in tanye..aku gi ari selasa..then die org kate from wed - saturday dah fully book..we want saturday..after roger² with all my frens, postponed it to Sunday...so our buka puasa is on 07 Oct which is genap one year from the last year date..hahah..secara x di sengajakan ek...makan byk...but our table is located bebtul tepi jalan n the best part is mase buka tu hujan nye laa lebat...abis kena tadah air ujan plak kite org kan...smpi the staff kat sane asyik say sorry to our table coz kite org kena stop makan since makanan yg kite org amik masuk air ujan...ujan dah reda baru bley makan... last year place lagi puas hati laa...

a nite of raya, me,aishah,man n nyek gi kl since kite org xde istilah balik kampung kan...actually, the plan memula nye nak gerak after the guys balik from sembahyang jumaat...but aku ni kena settlekan tolong mak aku masak rendang smua dulu baru bley gerak...so we gerak around 5 camtu...we went straight to KLCC since Man nak Burger Kings...(mengidam plak mamat ni...)...sblom buka tu sempat ronda² parkson n isetan...n sempat merembat one bag from Dorothy**Perkin...after buka..our next destination was Jln TAR...went to Maju Junction…WH dah tutup…but Man sempat merembat one shirt from HP…then went to Jln TAR…mak aii...ramai tul umat yg beraya kat kl ni rupa nyer...sesak sgt..berhimpit²..ngan mak bapak yg bawak anak kecik² tu lagi..we thought malam raya, org smua dah balik kg..so bley arr berjalan ngan aman..mmg sesak n ujan plak malam tu...benyek smpt membeli sampin yg dikehendaki n aku dpt belikan cushion cover for my mom...as a conclusion, mmg Malaysian..suke benda LAST MINUTE...

now...raya story plak...seperti tahun² sblom nye, aku mmg laa raya kat umah sendiri kan...as usual, my jalan² raya with my mates in Rawang..sure laa ade kann...third day of raya..kite org memulakan rombongan beraya...start from uman aishah...n last house umah benyek...from pkl 12 t/hari smpi ar pkl 11.30 malam yer...12 jam beraya...uhuhuh....

alhamdulillah...finally..berjaya kluar dr mmu nie..dpt offer from HwangDBS Investment Bank...syukur sgt...x sangka plak bley dpt...akan je start kat tempat baru 1/8 ni..ulang alik je from Rawang...smalam dah amik offer letter nye..n 2morrow nak gi buat medical check up + bukak account Maybank...

smalam, kite org smua tido umah kak nik...umah xde air...so jadi pelarian jap...nasib baik husband kak nik outstation...sambil tgk cd wedding kak nik n makan mee hoon yg kak nik masak..smua duk berangan biler laa nak kawen...the wedding mmg grand n eksklusif gitu...terbaik sgt..simple but elegant...

n today, my last day in MMU,Cyber as a staff...duk kemas barang n berjalan ke sane ke mari mcm bz...hahaha...duk sibuk transfer kan file² keje kat dayah sbnar nyer...after segala susah payah pasal HR kat sini..die dah conpem kan last day aku sepatut nye smalam...so kire ari ni aku sedekah sehari kat MMU....after all dah conpem, i just inform our CFO, then die kate ok...n hope aku akan je balik keje kat mmu satu hari nnt...uhuu...then, ptg tu die bg aku souvenier from Bookshop...terharu sungguh...

-end-

skrang ni a bit bz nak update blog...coz skrang ni aku dah dpt task baru...task jer baru..gaji ttp same..contract ttp samer...still x bley claim OT..n xde benefit langsung...benciiiiiiiiii.......cepat arr dpt keje lain...next week one year kat sini dah..tolonggggggggg......x suke..x suke...

24th June 2007(Sunday)

aizam's wedding...aizam is one of my frens since tadika...during her wedding dah jadi re-union bebdk rawang plak...let's the picca tell the story....

27th June 2007 ( Wednesday)

had an interview at HDBS Investment Bank...

29th June 2007(Friday)

received a sms from razman saying that alin accident..coma...ICU

30th June 2007(Saturday)

gi melawat alin ngan izul,azmi (cousin izul) n ain...mmg teruk..coz aku x bley cam tu die...muke bengkak sgt...gigi patah...n maybe ade darah beku kat otak die...sedey sgt...baru je jumpe mase aizam's wedding...suddenly dpt berita sedey mcm ni plak...after what happen to arwah wafi..kite org blajar dr kesilapan yg lalu..after dis sesaper je being hospitalised, insyaAllah kite org x kan tangguh² dah...

4th July 2007(Wednesday)

benyek inform me that alin dah sedar...alhamdulillah....

semalam kami di kejutkan dgn pemergian sahabat kami...Allahyarham Wafiyuddin Syamim b Wahab...seorang sahabat yg ku kenali dr darjah 6 sampai laa masuk uni yg samer but different course...sorang yg happy go lucky...n really regret coz x sempat melawat arwah semasa arwah ditempat kan di HUKM...smalam sempat menziarahi jenazah kat masjid sehingga selamat di semadi kan....sesungguh nye aku x sangka sakit nye sgt serius... al fatihah....

- allahyarham (on the right) -

the third wedding for this year that i had attend..nun jauh di utara semenanjung malaysia...kat kulim nunnn...wedding wan nur azah...as usual dah shout out kat email all my classmates..n end up only 5 of us yg gi...yg lain smua ade hal memasing..al maklum laa..02 June ni ramai giler yg kawen...actually, i had another invitation..my schoolmates, but b'coz dah promise ngan azah that i will attend her wedding so just sms congrats to my fren jer...

the first plan is nak gerak on the friday nite...but x jadik coz mcm susah plakkann....so we decided to gerak on the saturday morning...dah janji ngan julie to gather kat RnR Rawang at 8 am...but we end up met kat RnR Rawang pkl 9 lebey...ngan julie sesat ntah ke maner ntah...kite org just convoy 2 kete jer..my car n julie's car...

masuk² je highway..dah jer traffic jam...ade accident dah..ish ish...after segala cabaran n dugaan sepanjang perjalanan tersebut, kite org sampai penang to fetch khusna...smpi penang pun dh nak dekat pkl 4...after fetch khusna, kite org meneruskan perjalanan ke kulim...n finally kite org smpi umah pengantin pkl 5 petang...nasib the majlis dah tulis smpi pkl 6..kalau kat kl or selangor..pkl 4 org dah start kemas khemah dah kann...the time we reached there,still ader guest lagi tp x ramai dah...

so here the picca...sum of the pic kat camera julie..tgh tunggu die upload...ni yg kat camera aku...

after gi kenduri azah,aku n afiq meneruskan perjalanan ke alor star..n julie,seth,ana, n khusna meneruskan perjalanan ke bukit mertajam..die org stay hotel kat saner...nak itutttt..tp mmg laa x bley kann...reached alor star pkl 9 pm...penat giler...mandi, makan, then trus tido...kureng btul kann..suker hati aku jer..ahhahah....

the next day, breakfast pulut with mangga..x penah pun cube..kena paksa..terpaksa laa aku telan kannn...x penah aku makan pulut di pagi hari...blom smpi tgh hari aku dah ngantuks..dah jer terlelap² depan tv tu haa...sesedar jer lunch is ready..:)) slumber aku jer ekkk....

gerak balik kl pkl 5 petang from alor star..dr alor star smpi bukit gantang, abang afiq yg drive..jalan clear jer..byk kete sket..but bley arr pecut gaks...from bukit gantang to tapah..afiq drive...2 kali traffic jem with 2 accident...n from tapah to rawang...aku aarr yg drive..slow moving je..dah la dua² mamat dah je tido ngan nyenyak nye + berdengkur lagi...sabar jer laa..reached rawang pkl 2.20 pagi...lucky,the next day tu aku cuti...bley arr qada' tido kann...

kau pilihan ku kini pasti

kau pesona menawan hati

kau kini ku bebas menuju ke destinasi

kau cinta yg ku nanti........

finally, berjaya gak tgk spiderman 3...mcm dah basi dah kann..ramai je yg dah tgk awal...went there with my bf n my youngest brother...dia yg sibuk nak ikut..duk kate asyik boring je duk umah...so bawak arr die gi tgk movie....

sedey laa coz his best fren tu mati ke...dah laa handsome...overall puas hati arr ngan that movie...next movie : pirates of the carribbean then shrek 3 pun mcm layan jer...

there will be a surprise in June..coming soon....ehhehe...

last sunday, supposed nak tgk Spiderman 3 kat cineleisure..dah siap booking tiket ari selasa...movie pkl 2...n we reached cineleisure 1.30..mmg je tak sempat..but, cube gak gi reservation counter tu...mmg dah lambat sgt..ade dua tiket but seat depan n separate..mmg x nak laa kan...mmg jer sedey...

then we meet syaz...supposed nak bg my notes kan die..disebabkan kelam kabut kat umah..tertinggal trus notes tu...dah promise ngan die akan je pass the notes b4 sem start...

lepas pusing² cineleisure with perasaan yg sgt hampa, my bf suggest gi sg wang...so kite org pun gi laa sg wang...n guess wat...setelah berpusing² hampir sejam lebey or nak dekat 2 jam kat parking area tu kite org kluar trus coz x dpt parking...kami pun pulang ngan perasaan hampa...

b4 balik sempat singgah pasar malam near by...

last friday...went to MV..xde mood nak keje pun..so mcm biasa laa kan..rase mcm nak shopping²...so ajak my bf since his off day kan....end up my bf yg supposed peneman org bershopping die plak yg shopping lelebey...

dah fall in love with Vi*Va...mase memula dpt email dulu pun dah suker...pastu my bf said that engine die best gak..coz DvvT n twin camp...aduhaii...

so ape kate...mari kite mengenali Vi*Va...

another wedding...semakin byk wedding invitation yg aku dpt...aduhaiii...smua nye nak kawen..aku je yg xde perasaan nak kawen...coz my own personal view yelah..kena laa m'dpt kan pekerjaan yg terbaik dulu..then baru bley proceed with other phases of life...kena laa jadi career woman dulu..baru bley ke arah yg lain..hahahaha...biarkann...eventhough skrang dah keje but as julie said suatu ketika dulu..kite keje memain je kan skrang..hahaha..mish u laa julie..tinggal aku sorang je kat sini..huhuhhuh..

ok..last saturday, gi wedding malisa n fendy kat Bt 16,rawang...die org ni couple dah lame since form 5 mase kat teknik dulu...malisa is my classmate since form 1 until form 3..then kite org gi teknik yg same...congrats to both of them...semoga kekal hingga ke akhir hayat...

- malisa with her family -

-izul-effa-man-alynn-sha

( my schoolmate since skolah rendah)

more picca will be uploaded soon..since kena tunggu from izul...from his camera yg gempak tu kann..n hopefully picca kat situ cun² sket..

yesterday, i had interview kat Eon Bank..just received call from HR Eon bank ari isnin lepas...so tak sempat prepare ape² pun..dah laa takde kasut nak gi interview..yerla...dah tukar kete..kasut yg slalu aku gi interview dlm kete lagi satu..pastu kasut yg aku bawak for dis week..smua nye jenis open..x sesuai utk interview...nak pinjam..smua nye x same size..sedey tul...terpaksa laa aku gi mencari kat jj equine tu...ader yg berkenan takde size laa plak..n finally, managed to buy this shoes...

about the interview, my session supposed pkl 4..but i smpi kat sane dlm pkl 3 camtu...as usual,kena isi form...mase baru nak isi form, the interviewer suh kite org masuk for interview dulu...ni first time i attend interview yg die interview 2 candidates trus...so for macam biasa je..because of die interview 2 candidates so tak laa nervous sgt...the other candidate tu pun MMU grad gaks..but die from cyber...oklaaa..the interviewer tu pun frenly je...huhu...the interview session abis dlm pkl 4 camtu..then we had to fill up the form n write 3 essay...mmg laa otak ku x bergerakkan coz dah petang n dah lame x menulis essay...penat perah otak... takper..at least dah mencube..usaha tangga kejayaan...

as usual..kalau friday..mmg dah xde mood nak buat keje kann...macam dh pikir weekend ni nak buat ape,nak gi mane..n nak shopping ape..n memacam lagi arr...for this week, mmg je akan celebrate my bf nye birthday...this coming sunday...ape yg aku nak buat ek...after 6 years, mcm dah kekeringan idea laks...( or kekeringan $$$$) hahahaah....

for last weekend, sunday gi PIKOM with my mom...my dad dah pesan suh beli printer..printer yg kat umah ni dah x ley print..x tau naper...so susah arr die nak print ape yg die dah book kann...kite org gerak dr umah around 11 camtu..park our car kat KL Sentral...then naik Putra to KLCC...trus gi KLCCC, carik printer yg di pesan...bile dah beli..mmg je susah nak bergerak since printer tu berat n we all lupe nak bawak trolley...my mom n i terpaksa laaa mengheret je beg plastic tu..x larat wey...berat...kalau model yg biasa maybe ringan but yg model yg dipesan ni berat semacam je...uhuhuhhu...then, my dad pesan suh gi Sony Centre kat KLCC, beli kan Sport pack for his handycam n memory stick...my mom actually dah malas nak gi Sony centre ngan nak bawak printer tu..but i cakap karang my dad bising laks tak dpt barang die..gi la jugak Sony Center...the sport pack tu kena order n the memory stick for 1GB is out of stock...pastu...sempat lagi gi M&S, my mom nak window kat sane..carik kasut...xde yg berkenan...then trus balik....

monday laks,nite...afiq ajak gi MV..since die off..die nak gi tgk movie..he fetched me kat umah then we straight away gi MV...we all tgk Mr Bean Holiday...ingat kan x penuh...penuh erk all the seat..smpi bawah² tu...kali ni Mr Bean nye lawak mcm bley di terima sket coz xde yg lawak bodoh tu..huhuhu..

last tuesday n wednesday laks, i had to attend Control Self Assessment for Account Receiveable Workshop...smua in GL had to attend it...it's handle by Group of Internal Audit TM...terbaik jugak gi coz baru aku tau nape slame ni student slalu complain pasal finance ni..we had to determine wat are the risk and control for the situation...huhuhuhh...gain a lot in the workshop eventhough ngantuks gaks....

last tuesday, mase nak balik dr keje...sesmpi kat kete ku..perasan tayar belakang sebelah kiri ku pancit...mmg je dah terkejut...aku mcm dah nak call Fiza..nak suh die amik aku...then syukur alhamdulillah coz ade one of procurement staff, Izad..die pun nak balik gaks..then die tanyer.."asal tayer ko..?"...pastu aku kate arr.."kene paku kot..", then die kate, "aper lagi..tukar arr tayar.." aku lepas dgr perkataan tukar tayar tu..terus je buat muke sedey..mmg laa aku x tau nak tukar tayar kann..yg aku tau isi minyak, isi angin tayar kete n drive....syukur alhamdulliah...si Izad ni laa yg tolong aku tukar tayar...n the best part is..tayar spare aku plak takde angin ye...mmg je si Izad ni lagi membebel kat aku kann...nasib die pun gune kancil gaks..so gune laa tayar spare die dulu...

then petang tu jugak aku pi kedai tayar ngan fiza..gi tampal tayar yg kena paku tu n isi angin kat tayar spare aku...syukur sgt coz benda tu jadik time nak balik keje kann...kalau di buat nye kat tgh jalan sure aku menggelebah...so skrang ni blaja² tukar tayar kete anda ye...

thanks to Izad coz tulun tukar tayar kete aku....

p/s: just got call tadi..i got an interview dis coming monday...usaha tangga kejayaan...

last friday, i took half day leave coz nak gi Mid Valley...career fair...dah janji ngan afiq nak gi skali since die off that day...so after semayang jumaat...gerak gi umah die..park my car..then gi MV naik kete die..

reached MV around 4 camtu..trus je menuju ke Career Fair..after send resume n pusing² kat situ...bile perut dah berkeroncong,kite org pun gi cari makan..teringin plak laksa kat jusco tu..syukur x ramai org...then,dlm pkl 7 camtu nak gerak balik...n guess wat, parking tu jem giler..n kete x je bergerak²...mmg x move langsung...kite org mmg x penah parking kat area G n H ni...after 1/2 hour x bergerak², afiq decide kite masuk balik MV...mmg ramai je yg parking n masuk balik shopping complex...aku dah start x selesa ngan kasut yg aku pakai...dah start nak melecet dah kaki ku..n i decide to carik slipper...memula masuk Royal Sporting House tu, ade satu yg berkenan but xde size...pastu masuk PUMA but xde yg berkenan...then gi Why Pay More, ader one Nike slipper..but it was last pair...pepaham je laa keadaan last pair..mmg mcm dah kepam gitu..x nakkkkk....then masuk Nike, ingat kan ade laa yg last pair kat Why Pay More tu...but kat Nike pun it was last pair... then masuk balik Royal Sporting House, afiq suh pilih yg lain...dah jumpe..but it also last pair n bukan size aku...n finally, masuk balik Nike..n afiq kate amik je yg new arrival tu..confirm ade size n not the last pair...promoter tu pun dah je senyum nmpk aku...finally, berjaya membeli slipper...n the best part is it's fully sponsored..

after that, we went to Coffee Bean, Afiq nak Ice blended...lepak jap..then, kite org gerak nak balik n berharap sgt dah x jem but it still the same...nak x nak terpaksa laaa queue kan...it's only because we had to pay our parking kat booth yg kat bawah tu....so as conclusion, jgn parking kat G n H nye parking..parking laa kat tmpt biasa where u have the ticket coupon n bayar before korang kluar...

the next day, gi PD...teman kan my mom coz die ade "Perkembangan Staff" for her school...i just lepak kat bilik smbil layan AF malam tu...ahad nye laks, on the way back to Rawang, sempat singgah jap kat Nilai 3...cikgu² ni sibuk duk borong kain...dr pukul 1 lebey kat Nilai 3 smpi arr 6.30 pm kat situ lagi...penat giler...huhuhu....

Saturday ( 31/03 )

kite org gather kat Kelana Jaya (Putra Station)..we are supposed gerak ke Kuala Pilah pkl 1....but due to menunggu Sarah..kite gerak at almost 2 pm...sepatut nye nak convoy 3 kete..but we end up..split...kite org gerak dulu coz kete ana n haz die org gi Giant...nak beli brg sket..n ana had to buy white top..die dah lupe je tema kite org kann..so kena jugak laa carik...

we reached Seth's house, dlm pkl 5 cenggitu..kire within the budget time...mmg mcm pulang ke kg halaman..which dis one mmg real kg laa kann...rumput yg menghijau serta umah yg traditional gitu...

- umah seth yg cumil -

the BBQ start dlm pkl 6 camtu...seth dah siap marinate n we all just grill it je...ade ayam,udang,ikan,sosej n mcm² lagi...thanks to seth coz sudi je melayan tetamu² mu yg semesti nye cumil nie...mak dier tak pernah penat nak memenuhkan perut2 kami yg sentiasa je kelaparan.. tat nite sumer terbongkang jer dkt ruang tamu...

ahad, we went to the ulu bendul waterfall...mandi manda...then pi agro park yg xde ape² tu...n after tat lepak tgk concert AF....n then around 4 pm kite org gerak balik..sara dropped julie n me at Kl central...then as usual take komuter n reached rawang around 8.30 cenggitu...sronok sgt...

last nite, ade tournament bowling for the staff club member...actually, i'm not the staff club nye member...aku gi just nak tgk si Dayah n kak Zarina main...petang smalam je smua dah malas je nak buat keje especially kak Zarina coz excited nak gi tournament malam nye...staff finance yg join : kak Tina, Dayah, Kak Zarina, Kak Yanti,Umie,Shidi,Wanie,En.Zai,Kak Sarimah,Kak Zack,n Izad...tu smua wakil² finance...but bkn smua in the same group...kak yanti with her husband kire under STAD laa kann...

5.30 p.m sharp, smua dah ready je nak balik except for kak fathiah..die x dpt join coz her husband x sihat..sian die...aku trus balik umah Dayah..siap kat umah die...dlm pkl 6.45 pm camtu,kite org gerak gi IoI...aku gi skali ngan dayah n kak zarina...perjalanan yg singkat tu pun kak zarina sempat tido ke..dayah kate die mmg x ley kena aircond kete..kalau kena sure lelap nye...pelik sungguh..aircond kete aku yg "sejuk" tu pun bley lelap ke..huhuuhhu

sesmpi di IoI, gi carik bekalan dulu...bekalan utk mengisi perut kami yg lapar...just beli roti kat Bahome je pun....

tournament start dlm pkl 8.30 camtu...kak zarina n dayah in the same group with 2 others male from different division...one group consist of 2 male n 2 female...so,aku duk layan lane die org jer laa....

first of all, last thursday n friday...i on leave...nak servis kete n nak amik kete..pelik plak ayat tu..actually, nak servis kete yg sdg digunakan n nak teman my bf gi amik kete die...yeahhhh...dpt kete baru..aku ke yg bersemangat..hahahha...w/pun kete yg cumil je...alhamdulillah..die dah dpt kete sendiri..aku yg blom dpt kete sendiri ke.. takper..akan ku berusaha m'dpt kan keje yg best...then baru bley beli kete yg ku idamkan..huhuuh...

petang khamis tu kite org bergerak ke Alor Star..since die beli kete kat sane kan...sampai AS dah pukul 8 lebey camtu...his parent yg jemput kite org...dr kl smpi AS hujan sepanjang jalan...kat AS pun still hujan...after dinner, sesi berehat² sambil menonton tv...the next day, after breakfast, my bf bwk gi Pekan Rabu since my mom pesan kuih muih kat saner...gi laa aku membeli belah ape yg di pesan...then dlm t/hari, my bf gi amik kete die...cumil coz color orange...his favourite color...

kite org gerak balik kl, dlm pkl 3.45 pm...singgah umah kakak die kat Simpang Ampat...dinner kat saner...dlm pkl 8 baru gerak ke kl...setelah tukar² m'jadi driver n berhenti di beberapa pit stop..smpi umah dlm pkl 12.30 am...

the next day, gi wedding my first classmate yg kawen...kat bukit a/bangsa..congrats to her...

- with the bride -

- smua mengambil berkat ni...-

- with the bridegroom -

after gi wedding, kite org gi PWTC (ha, aris, tam, n me)..gi career fair..m'cari pekerjaan...actually, aku just gi survey² je..before this x penah pun gi career fair..menarik gaks..byk je company yg ade kat situ..but more to IT laa jugak...just apply mane yg berkenan di hati jer...bley ker..?? memilih laa aku ni..

yesterday laks, bwk my mom gi shopping kasut..dah je memborong 2 pasang Hush Puppies...sempat singgah IKEA..dah last day sales baru gi menjenguk...ramai sgt org nyer...just beli candle je pun...huhuuh...so bile je waktu utk berehat serehat² nyer..??? ari ni dah keje...huhuuh....